It Moved Me.......

All dressed up for my last night shift. I see myself in the mirror. The last touch up of makeup is left. Well as usual I look great.

Ready to step down the steps to report for my shift , I see my HOD coming towards me and asking me to step back.

Me:What Happened?

HOD: Attacks...

Well it was the night of 26th November..

I ran bac to catch up with my mobile and the first no. I dial is his..

Me:Where are u?

He: At the Bar.

Me:U fine?

He: Ya.

Me: OK....

Next I called my mom ..

Me:Ma there are some attacks goin on.. But am safe . Don't panic if anythin is shown on TV.

Mom: But what Happened???

Me: Don't know exactly. But will keep in touch.

3rd call to my manager

Me:Where are u?

N: Abut to leave for work.

Me: Don't come. Its not safe. Will tel u if things ease down.

N:What happened?

Me: Don't know,watch TV.

N: K . Keep me informed.

Slowly calls started coming in. "Are u fine?" , " Can't u jus leave?" ," Babes call me asap.. Plz'.. well this is all that i could hear from people who were callin me.

Continuos flow of sms and phone calls.. I had not received so many phone calls even on my bday.

Seeing the tensed faces around, was jus trying to make it a little lighter for people.. was laughing around, cracking jokes and asuring people that we all will be safe.. but in hearts was so scared.. had every1 close to me, around me but HIM. Was calling him continuosly but still was too worried for him.

We coudnt even talk on phones loudly and all of us were whispering to avoid and identification of hide outs.

Suddenly bullet shots, granade blasts, the sounds the tremors were all around. I realized its the end of life.. But I didnt want to end it without seein him.. I wanted to be with him.Hold his hands and hug him..

Life cannot be so unfair.. Although it has been but not now, especially at this moment.

Blood stains , injured people I had them all around me. Didnt knw where to go?How to go? and had a darling friend cryin next to me.. had to take care of her too..

Never had i thought so many people can be important to me more than my life. Had never realized so many people love and care for me,before the 26 th( looking at the amount of continuos calls and msgs).

The security managed to get us out safely, by morning 4.30. Was little reliefed that atleast have a chance to live again. My friend was also a little relaxed now.

Picked the phone called him, jus to hear.......

Him:(In Whispers) Tell me.

Me: U still inside?

Him: Ya and u?

Me: Am safe and out. Cal me asap when u r out.

Him: Will do.

Just wanted to go bac and hold his hands and get him out safely..

I knew it wasnt possible, no one wud let me step in now.

This was the point when I lost hope. I lost to life. I didnt want to challenge anyone but jus beg every1 for his safety.

I never thought I would be loving some one so much that would not even care about risking my life.

Was the same all broken up and crying,helpless and tensed. Kept calling him every 15 mins. till 7.30 in the morning when he picked up his call and said:

Him:(Loud And Clear Now) Hey..

Me: U out??

HIm: Ya.

Me: U fine?

Him: Ya

ME: Cudnt u cal me , when u came out??? How idiotic .. am worried and cryin here waitin for ur call and u take it so lightly..

Him: Arre I jus stepped out.. hav jus entered the house. am safe and wil cal u.. dads on Call Wait.

Me: OK.

Here was a sigh of relief.... I knew, it was somewhere life, which had been unfair till now has tried to play a fair game now and compensate it..

Reached home safely by 9:30.. Informed every1 that am safe.

Life had been so amazing for the past few hours that, I had lived all 21yrs of my life in one go. And know what moved me the most, not how much I loved someone.. but how much every1 elz loved me and how important was i to them....

I now its their prayers that saved our lives...

Atlast back

I know am blogging after a long looooooonggg time.. its been months since the last post.. life has so changed over since then the year 2007 jus went away with a swipe... the year was full of adventures for me..

• First of all met a friend almost 10yrs later.. the excitement cannot be expressed..
• Another adventure.. was caught by jaundice... completely on diet food(hehehe well this is a secret, but stole food and ate it.. after all how long cud one feed on no oil, no salt food)..
• Due to jaundice lost 10 kg weight(the happiest day of my life :) )
• Had my interview and got thru(YIPEEEEE i have a job now)
• Was chosen among the top 10 hospitality students of India and won a trip to china..(yippee one more adventure).
• Came back and again went to Dubai.. well this was truly a great experience.. looking at the boeings, air bus,fighter planes.. this was the greatest moment of my life (DUBAI AIR SHOW)
• the year ended but the excitement didnt, got new year greetings from a person whom hav been waiting for since yrs nw..

So much fun ,so much adventure,but i knw i cud have enjoyed it even more if wud have been living in that moment..
We generally waiting for big moments in life forget to enjoy the small little moments of happiness which are given to us on daily basis by God..we just realize it too late, when we cant do anything abut it..time just passes by and here i am counting on my finger tips when my college is gonna get over.. 3 yrs of my life jus passed by..
enjoyed , made friends, had fights,sang, danced, irritated ppl but never said that college is fun.. always cribbed abut "AHHH coll is soooooo boring re".. now when the end comes near i jus realized i wud have to leave every1, every1 who stood by me.... ppl who loved me.. fought for me.. cried with me.. smiled at me and clapped for me..

• Ami.. who has immense patience to listen to all my nonsense
  
• Anuja.. who loves me more than any1( i knw it babes)
• Neeraj.. who has been there when eva i need him..
  
• Bipul.(BK SINGH).. who cared for me always
• Anuj.. reason behind all my ranks..( wel he mus hav understood that)
• Anuj buddy.. to make me smile when i needed one.
• Arastu..always making me realize that i am someone gr88( i knw he wont agree to this)
• Shreya.. always my baby..
• Rohit.. making me realize hw short i am..
• Sethi.. tellin me that my jokes r gettin sadder day by day
• Rahul..flirting with all my friends.
• Rishal.. well we r kids together..
• Suneet bidu.. always encouraging me to get bac to bloggin
• Aniroodh(OP).. the cow moowssss
  
• Anup.. another baby
• Indira.(Indi). always looking for me in lockers..
• More over my group A:... for making me the CR

forgiv me if i hav forgotten any from my college...

wel time jus flies by we make new friends, and then more friends, but there are always a few who remain there always knowingly or unknowingly the reason for ur happiness...
Yes am glad that i have such friends who are jus there may b not physically but emotionally i find them always sitting next to me and helping me out in small little problems of my life and friends lik those are treasured forever...
Priyanka(Pri) and Vimal (Vim) u hav done wat no one cud do on this earth .. that is made me proud oof being myself as i have something which no one has and thats U GUYS....
thank u.. every1.. now i knw the reason and importance of enjoying and cherishing every moment of life.... as parting with any of u wud be as painful to me as for u guys....